bedtime rumination

at the end of the school day

I pack my school and computer bags

stuff books and papers in both bags

and make a mental list of all the things I'm going to accomplish tonight

I get home at 5:00 pm

and head for my bedroom and a hot shower

the water is not hot, but it will do

my husband and son go for a walk

meanwhile I grab my computer,

determined to clear the tabs from my browser

30 minutes later, I've bookmarked a few,

and left others to review tomorrow

I still haven't gotten through my to do list from two days ago

I carry the weight of all the things I haven't done

I want to empty my bag at school

only a notebook left there at the end of the day

to plan, reflect or for reading

I am forever fighting this feeling of coming from behind

never catching up

always more to do

I struggle with being kind to myself

so, it's time to pick up a book

read myself to sleep

tomorrow

an empty school bag

only a notebook

I will lift the weight off my mind

good night.

[Cross posted to Two Writing Teachers Slice of Life Tuesday Challenge]

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